Year 2012 is really not a good year for me. Maybe my hopes are just too high but nothing really spectacular happened last year except maybe for my on going relationship with Christ and my deeper appreciation for what I have taken for granted before and for which I have lost now.
And here comes 2013, which according to astrologist would be an unlucky year for those born in the year of the rabbit. Well, sue them! I firmly believe and declare that year 2013 would be my year. I'm now planning to take actions on my dreams and hopes which I painstakingly built for myself. hehehe..
Really, I believe that I already waited long enough and its now time for me to rise from the grave of procrastination and self doubt. So help me Lord.
Written last November 29, 2012
It has been months since my last entry, but really I don't know what to write that might be of interest. Nothing have really changed except that I have now a more meaningful relationship with God. I know that I'm million miles away from being saintly but I'm striving to be a better person. I still don't have any idea which path to take and honestly, I'm still waiting for miracles to happen in my life. I do have a lot of dreams but sadly I haven't taken my first step yet. Nothing works according to my plan. There are times that I feel insecure, frustrated and desperate for I haven't achieve anything at this age. What just keeps me going is my faith that someday, God will give me my biggest break.